Songs that reveals true colours

thank you elisha!

2008-06-16T10:05:00.000-07:00

YES.. you rock big time for reminding me to update at 12 plus in the morning!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..nvm i still owe u gummie bears. a bottle of it and i know u have that cheeky laugh now. haha

Im lazy to blog now my dear kido eli, we'll meet really soon and i can meet nada which u and her call me 24yr old guy., well, we WILL have a hurricane amount of convos. YEs sir reeee..

OK EEchalicios,,, im going off and u rock ? again.

Call upon the name of the lord .and be save

2008-05-31T09:47:00.000-07:00

theres so much i wanna say to you shahnaz but i lost it all when my internet explorer shut down.

well at leadt look on the brighter side.Elisha is less emo mo mo and damn i told her i wrote her a song.."D'OH"! now she can action la.

Well thank you for reminding me to blog..youre like so sweet like..u rocks so much can.: )

hey ruberrrr

2008-05-05T08:48:00.000-07:00

Hey RUBEN , come on and sway! "twang twanG twang"..
seems like u got a world on a String!..

i got a world on a string? i will use it to snap ur head ,you evil people.
well whats life with a string? im working,studying,running,churching. need more ..?my string will snap..lols

its sad to see the ones you love kick you back like that .i never had evil intentions but well somethings just reap out like that .well i wont do things that of course will kill myself.duh rite. so find your source well before you come shooting. and forming alliance against me. Tsk
well i think i have faults to blame so i will dig my eye first for now.

kevjamba?...says think straight and be straight. i know its nice and something usual for the day.."No its not .."You're blessed remember?
blessed people dont do these thingy things..Alright awesome-ly, i guess i will bother about my stuff and catch you on the right tide.

i wont worry about tmr while tmr have its own worries.Sat training will be good and i have to do some reconciliations :)

God bless.

You will always be the little "joanna"

2008-05-04T02:04:00.000-07:00

well poly is doing great for me. meeting a lot of new friends and well i love the relax lifestyle :). well at least it beats secondary school with all the uniforms. :p.

coolie, well, i when out with "Elisha". T, oh ya i forget to even take pictures for my blog. well i guest i have other outings too in future to come :)(Elisha:next time will be better i promise :). so just chill lax Ruben. Man.. thank God she still carried on meeting me even her dad boom out of no where. shes a brave girl.. if not i will emo-ed in tampines mall.lols... treated her GOOD ice cream. I'm glad it made her feel better,If not i would have jump off the 4Th storey at tampines mall. and will have land on the clothing that Isetan was selling.lols

but i think E hub was better, talking about E hub..she drop me off at down town. Of course i wont not have go church straight away.I'm still 3hrs and 30 Min's early and she only thought i was 2 hrs early.I swallow the missing 1hr 30m to make her feel less Bad and i actually told her she wont get killed. of course she wont.:)

Well yesterday was a good day even its only **mins of outing. What will happen if its 6hrs .Tsk tsk .."Fly me to the moon".. which gives me another idea* on what i can plan next. Golly good.:)

everyone is getting sore throat, all my Good friends are having.Please take pee ba Gao.its not only sweet but SWEEEET :) get it .lols
Father , forgive all those people that i have hurt or who have hurt me. for they do not know what they were doing and i was not wise in my actions.
Thank you Sarah chu ..: i will do forgiving before sunset :).lols
Eh yeah,its not in my blood/nature to hold anger in me.

"She will always be my sunkissed trampoline,
She goes up and down in my heart, Turned into jelly beans
And i'm starting to believe that danger's never near,
When "little Joanna" is here."

yes you are :) and alway make me smile.

hey yay!

2008-04-22T21:30:00.001-07:00

hello. i hack temasek poly coms to blog.. man i feel so mission impossible! ahhaha...before i start ..elisha: ure part time lover thingy is so obvious! hahah its mr an warrrrrrrrrr..lols . oops .gtg ...
i will continue soon

everyone had quarrel with their parents.

2008-04-15T09:00:00.000-07:00

well thanks to the awesome girl(motivator), i update my blog .
hmm i decide to post my letter i wrote to my mum. well u can say that im lazy to type for now.lols

well me and my mum had a small then turn to a big fight. i guess this is the worst one that occur so far,and gosh ! im going to poly soon. great!
man i guess i gone too far when i couldnt control my feelings taht day. i kick a chair then threw it. really that wasnt my nature but i dont know why i did it?,even my maid was like scare.its been like 4 days now and still no talking.tsk tsk.

Dear mum,

It’s been a few days since we haven been talking. I know it pains both of our

Hearts especially yours and I not having the guts to apologize as soon as possible but i Keep Dragging.

I’m sorry for my disgusting attitude towards you, its awkward to tell you my problem I
Was having the past two days and that very morning we quarreled I really woke up the
Wrong side of the bed and when everything went wrong its just makes me so frustrated. To tell you the truth, it wasn’t my nature to throw the chair but I couldn’t

Control my actions after the whole incident I realize it was my frustrations and throw it all to you.
I delay my passport because I wanted to go Malaysia to cut my hair but knowing that you
Want it back makes me irritated and when I have no choice my tone of my voice was so
Unhappy
.
Mum, all this is just a misunderstanding please forgive me. Ever since before this problem
Did happen, I always try to prevent it again but I’m not perfect so I can prevent it to
Happen again.

Mum how bad the things I done to you I will never abandon you. So u don’t have
To worry about your old age whether I will support you or not you’re my mother

and you did very well in your duties as one.

I have thought back through and forth, I know my mistakes. Please don’t use finances

As a weapon towards me. I’m sure in future you don’t wish to see me doing it too.

I’m sorry mum
Your son,

Ruben Wong

well i have submitted the letter but i haven got a responds. now my hp is cut. even awesome....

God,someone, please help me.

hello im really back!

2008-04-13T08:45:00.000-07:00

well, blog. I'm been away for too long.like 5 months. But thanks to this girl call Elisha thiara, she made me remember i have A blog.lols .. oh talking about this girl who is like so sweet.

it started when i heard that hykel say at Mr tang's training there's this pretty looking girl called elisha. even boon and Aaron say she was awesome. thinking about it, man its rare for Aaron to say that a girl is pretty. lols all he thinks is his sherry and sii man and hi ann..lols to him that's GOOD ! lols
so gave it a shot and went to ITE simei and try. training myself there was so much better after coming back from Bali. so skip skip skip...
i watch her runs, shes strong but have to improve on her knee lifts. thinking about that, i thought to myself, i don't know her, how am i gonna tell her, geesh .lols . so as i was packing my POWER CAT lols.. so nice she was behind me and gave me an awesome "hi"..lols almost got blown away.lols so drama mama but yeah .lols

so we talk and i mange to tell her what i wanted to say , but she has alot of potential, amalina u gotta see her run.hahaha
and now that silly thiara girl is not only awesome,(she made me say that ) but she is my blog motivator! cool. i came out with that stupid prophecy and we believe it! lols. after all she did remind me about my blog.She is after all!.

thank you Jesus for letting me know a new friend called elisha thiara.nice name . i promise i wont bite her. hahahahh

gotta go..

thanks for the memories even though they weren't so...

just another enty.

2007-11-26T06:52:00.000-08:00

hellos, man today training was tiring,but well seriously i dont feel tired, i do but not sooo tired till i faint. which i dont.

roger keeps picking on me,and i dont know why..lols
oh oh i farted when i did knee lifts ,oh well i cant prevent it,i ate chilli..lols

woof woof meow meow, i realise mama cant stand him, hes good in his own ways but he acts like a coach, all i can do is laugh.

well my page cbox has been flooded and the only person i can think of is ,
well i forget about the incident, im smiling and moving on with my life, even its hard like a child leaving his blanket. chew the meat and spit the bones.

well for all i know what had happen wont get me killed in L.A .hahahah

well thanks for the memories even though they wont so.

lost my freinds on the way

2007-11-19T09:29:00.001-08:00

i will just summarise,i blog so much and he page just got a problem,it really must have been god.
i must have been bitching so much that i forget about u lord,I'm sorry that I'm getting piss and could not control it and did not seek you,

i practically lost friends not friend,Dipna ,Bryan,Joella ,Celeste.
man i really have some jumping into conclusions problem,Whats next Alicia ! i think it is,

man,looking at their profile makes me super piss,u don't know why.
so much comments, happy they are ,could not care less abut me,guess their really happier,

Thank you Calvin kang, for your lovely song,it really tear me,
i will just blog/letter. and write it to God,

this is my letter to you god, telling you what i have been through
thank you god for Aaron,such a wonderful brother,cool ,loving and getting sensible as always.
you re always a good brother.God bless you.

Amalina,i never blame you actually for BUSTING me .well I'm sure you have you re reasons.hahhha, well although we fought at times but we re still good friends, thank you. And to bal bal for inviting me for om shanti om.she rocks as usual.

well coming to the last lap, i guess, talking in a calm way is much better,better than blasting all my hatred and make me more mean!.
what ever wrongs people do, i will forgive and forget, well hoping one day my friends who dislike me do give their chances.

i know know you're reading it,i do.and it makes my soul
Renew.
:)

hello

2007-09-29T08:26:00.000-07:00

err i will post something soon alright.hang in there till i ask ppl how to get tag board hahahhaaha

i cant stop!

2007-09-20T21:29:00.000-07:00

i cant stop. cant stop loving you
dreaming , dreaming whats we do .
forgetting,the things we all went wrong

OK enough of the introduction.this is what i came out in the toilet.silky huh!
Today's the last day of my prelims,whoope do sighhhhhhhh.i forgot, still got O'S.how demoralising and knowing i have FRIENDS out there who miss or skipped O'S!.thanks arh! lols

So of course i can use the com, who can stop me now.i hate lunch now. Always porridge porridge porridge! i don't hate it but I'm sick of it! yucks.
and then if i give the face, my good old granny will nag.AH YI last time if we got food very good la, others so poor until they got nothing to eat. how i wish i can say 'oh like that , you can tell me who is he or she i will deliver the porridge and left over food to them!' but the next thing i know,I'm dead!Gosh

Got cell group later, and praise the lord my God its fellowshipping with those indos boys.fun !hope so .

well,i gotta accomplish 20 laps later.must,and i must ?OK i must.lols

Thanks to balpreeet I'm so gonna dye my hair.why must i be scare!like her David beckham picture! but less hard core.oh yeah cant wait
and thank God me and AMA and in good terms now and hallelujah she got her com back. well shes always my 1000 years friend.loves!

Thanks for the memories,even though they wont so...

ice skating fun!

2007-09-20T02:59:00.000-07:00

Hallelujah! yesterday was fun fun fun! physic paper was do able thanks to Tobie, man.hes cool and good. talk about him ,I'm going Bali in 11 days!!

well planned to meet Alicia at 2.20. that lady came half an hour late. i knew i should have forward the time and came late . i even know she was late so i took all the way to boon lay then to Jurong east TWICE!!! lols.so retarded! .so i end up waiting for one hour as i came at 1.45pm afraid of being late.so good huh.lols

so Alicia came, we talk talk talk,a lot as usual ,what a funny girl, having to meet all the weird and funny people,happening girl huh! like nerds and staring old man. shes gotta be pretty that's why! well we went to sit in 3 restaurants and then decided to eat at long john which was at the beginning.silly huh.We decide top go into the ice ring dist, and alicia claiming she was a spoilt sport did not want to skate till dipna came, so much for being a tracker! lols

talking about Dipna and Bryan! they came one hour late! i waited for two hours! in total! ah!!! but never mind as long i started skating I'm happy.lols
we did a lot of retarded stuffs especially me with all the retarded skating moves, hahaha i wanted to blog about all those stuffs it will take eternity!
*thanks Dipna for that painful love mark!
and Alicia skated very well for a beginning even she refuse to take the metal thing which i really felt tempted to use it..lols
the day was more fun till we met guo pei, retarded gay boy.hahaha hes one determined athlete! i must say.

Alicia loves to sit down anytime she likes ,something usual for the day. took neo print which i guess made me most happy to relieve my childhood times.nice! even though there wasn't many pictures taken ,it ended well , i tear as as i think about it .silly rite..but it hard for me to tear at stuff but i did..thanks god!:)

Friends forever Alicia, Bryan, Dipna,Ruben

thanks for the memories,even though they won't so :)

fun fun fun soon for awhile

2007-09-17T21:06:00.000-07:00

okok..i left two papers.lols.its fun fun alright.erm gonna go skating after prelims and rest thaat tired mind of my.good job mindy .lols

when shopping for toys for my fren bro..good hunt.search for good price got blackout and megatron!lols.seriously it rocks like shit

my sis got her new coloured hair..jealous.it looks so cool.im swear im gonna have it after os!i will .

wat can i blogged next.bryan is such a concerning friend.can imagine.but yeah!too pro.
ok gonna ice skate means i gtta go ice skate..lols..i blogging rubbish.
i love all my friends and friends

Something to ponder u guys about,when u doubt alittle on something you doubt it all, if u hope alittle on something ,theres till hope on it,
get the picture.james 1v6.dont dount,for those who doubt are like ashes cast in the winds.
cause if you doubt yourself,youre giving no room for success or hope.
glad it helped

thansk for the memories even though they werent so...

2007-09-14T09:15:00.000-07:00

well , if u take somethings less hard on yourself..everything is gonna be alright
hello people.. ..haha(i make songs like im force to do it)..nah.. i love to blog actually.for the past few weeks i was really struggling with some stuffs.like friends, the come and go people..just take a moment and think..actually, its the choices you make that determine your life, the gift that God gave us that made us higher than the angels.its the thing is called 'choices'.
You're walking on a straight road and at times you don't know where to walk when you re in the crossroads.Do we need a guider.oh YES we DO!.But who? Who in this world can be the perfect guider!..is it your Best friend,mum or dad?...a wise old man. oh come on!...they too are not prefect too. how do they know which is the real path that takes you toyourdestiny...Of who you are in life.that the ultimate purpose YOU are called to this earth .
I'm sure you...yeah! you ..the reader!..want to know what is you re purpose in life . You cant say no , unless you really want to walk around in circles all the way till your very last minute.and when u have your last breath, u still don't know why are u here for?.. hahah ..have a though to ponder.. Remember reader. u are special.in a way to others. trust me. i was at your stage till God brought me up so i can stand up strong to face others.
God loves your so much that he gave everyone grace!everyone!.so we can excel, even we do not know him before . because u are his creation , why wont he let u experience the good things he gave you..
before i go ,thing about it, and when you realise.You can smile and say...I know who i am , i know where I'm heading.comment!.thanks

Thanks for the memories,even though they wont so.....

tsk tsk

2007-09-14T08:47:00.000-07:00

Jeremiah 29v11-13

oh man, I'm suck a lousy blogger. my post are so far apart,but oh well.
whoopee my sister got a bf ,happy and yet sad.oh wth .i give her my blessing lols.

past few days was intense boring.studying and more studying. screwed chemistry .its bad! lols

Alicia is a zoo fanatic, oh well now we re gonna try working in the zoo together,the pay is good.hope we don't clean poo poo.lol x)
when it comes to fun ,distance wont be a problem,i will get a gameboyto play.yeah!

its fun after all, meet alot of retarded ppl, and speaking of retarded,today dip and Bryan aren't online.hmmmm i wonder! wander
cant wait for Alicia ,bry ,dip and me to go ice skate.hope i cant still show my magic.

love u god love u ppl.
THANKS for the memories,even though they wont so great!

Good morning revival

2007-09-03T23:19:00.000-07:00

Good morning me=). well its a miracle that i can use the com now to blog.Shocked? me too. lols .woke up at 12 slept at 4am talking to kelly, tiring but worth it.(smiles)

oh man , what could be better ,waking up and first thing you hear is screams from mum to the maid and my brothers. its ultimate irritating..when the 3th bro and 4th bro fights, first they laugh then comes to violence.what to do?Brothers huh.

i wanna watch rat ta toiee man.who shall i ask,sigh kelly is busy and shy .(wish u all the best on thursday my dear sister).wello we will meet soon.
talk about meeting people.
i have loads of people on my list that i have to catch up and meet.wow now then i realize!!!

i have to pray always , thats the only thing i gotta do first then i can carry anything .Good morning Revival. heres a toast to you guys.

Thanks for the memories peeps.Even though some wont so great.

hello,im finally back

2007-09-03T04:01:00.001-07:00

Grumbles!!,I'm finally back blogging. how hard can it be rite! it will be if your parents always take the keyboard and mouse away!..irritating huh.
ok, todays is quite a boring day,stuff at home because its raining, sms alicia ,lols wat a bumper ,she gotta go back to school for chinese B!!! hahhaha.and shes calls me a donkey.whats with it! ..and how would she know my schools stuff!X). shes scary and evil (not really but a pinch of it). oh well shes always happy banging me!
Going Malaysia tomorrow, to do a little shopping , bringing my cousin along!
So its gonna be fun i guess.X)

i met a new friend or shall i say sister.shes totally hot and pretty.lols isnt it the same. shes kelly btw and sometimes she does kills .
hope she does nt read my blog.lols.the next thing she will do is ,she will ring me!

i owe dipna two bubble tea and we never get to me.not never but we re busy people. Cant believe she save my life twices, hahaha,actaully save me from falling, people from ang mo kio just cant walk properly..lols
lols,HI DIPNA! in case!

im going off now but i wont say my stories are stale.lols
till then,=)

What does a particular song reminds you of?

2007-08-24T02:38:00.000-07:00

Well readers, im back writing or blogging.hey! Wait a minute. Does anyone ever read my blog.hahaha? Good stuffs never seem to be read bad stuffs .do i have to continue about it? Bad news spreads like wild fire just like a spark that lit the (cooking)gas. almost had my kitchen blown! .. But it was fun though...
Ok just realized I was writing way off .as I was saying does a particular song reminds you of something? For example the song 'too close for comfort' reminds me of the times I was in bandung enjoying my holidays and at the same time missing the ones i love. Like wye Lin use to be my favorite talking at night buddy! Talking to her was such a ku ku malu but fun. Now went I slow down on some stuff and stop talking to her. When I return to church after continuous national competitons. Wonder anyone thinks? Huh Ruben haven been coming.did he backslided? Well to tell u the truth I have thoughts of that due to my tiredness and people constantly keep blabbering $#%$^$^#%^#%&. Feel much better! But over my dead body I will slide far from God. I mean hello! . Jesus change me from the inside out, bless me fianiacally, my talents, gifts.my dream. I can’t say I give up. It’s not fair. Thank God i always have the maturity to think that way and not to lose so easily. Oh my God sidetrack again
Too close for comfort has these feeling.like sad but a great tune.a song to really heal a sad heart.hahahah.just like that time, when i first met C .oh shes bring back good memories. What a blessing huh!.But like everything has its ups and down.ya i was sad, but thank God sent friends like angel to scope and whope the problem. But then even the problem has been resolve and im a happier man ..There’s always a lesson to be learnt although I don’t quite really know but anyway! It brings back sweet memories just by one song!
Another example the song shine like stars reminds me of the happening days when I was in the chc youth band! Wow what a daybook u guys might be thinking what the hell is that song
Ok like room on the third floor.. Reminds how old typical me.so bid headed sometimes and that song reminds me to keep back to reality! like gotta get my feet back on the ground.
i Got loads of songs which have a special meaning to it..mine meanings not yours!..everyones different! Go think im sure u have it ..hahaha.
I have recently written a new song; ok ok it’s not complete but this time im opened and welcomes ppl to help me in this fundamental project. Well thanks to Jessica cheah k.p (my sweet Malaysian girl)!!! Hashanah.
Came out with this chorus...
When it’s Good or its bad
You put a song right through your head
It brings a smile, for awhile and
Add colors to your day
There’s a lesson to be found
every time when ur down
let the song run through your head
All OVER again!=)
ta ta ta!ahahhah
Well that’s all for now. I will be back ... ahahha chows