just another enty.

hellos, man today training was tiring,but well seriously i dont feel tired, i do but not sooo tired till i faint. which i dont.

roger keeps picking on me,and i dont know why..lols
oh oh i farted when i did knee lifts ,oh well i cant prevent it,i ate chilli..lols

woof woof meow meow, i realise mama cant stand him, hes good in his own ways but he acts like a coach, all i can do is laugh.


well my page cbox has been flooded and the only person i can think of is ,
well i forget about the incident, im smiling and moving on with my life, even its hard like a child leaving his blanket. chew the meat and spit the bones.

well for all i know what had happen wont get me killed in L.A .hahahah


well thanks for the memories even though they wont so.

lost my freinds on the way

i will just summarise,i blog so much and he page just got a problem,it really must have been god.
i must have been bitching so much that i forget about u lord,I'm sorry that I'm getting piss and could not control it and did not seek you,

i practically lost friends not friend,Dipna ,Bryan,Joella ,Celeste.
man i really have some jumping into conclusions problem,Whats next Alicia ! i think it is,

man,looking at their profile makes me super piss,u don't know why.
so much comments, happy they are ,could not care less abut me,guess their really happier,

Thank you Calvin kang, for your lovely song,it really tear me,
i will just blog/letter. and write it to God,

this is my letter to you god, telling you what i have been through
thank you god for Aaron,such a wonderful brother,cool ,loving and getting sensible as always.
you re always a good brother.God bless you.

Amalina,i never blame you actually for BUSTING me .well I'm sure you have you re reasons.hahhha, well although we fought at times but we re still good friends, thank you. And to bal bal for inviting me for om shanti om.she rocks as usual.

well coming to the last lap, i guess, talking in a calm way is much better,better than blasting all my hatred and make me more mean!.
what ever wrongs people do, i will forgive and forget, well hoping one day my friends who dislike me do give their chances.

i know know you're reading it,i do.and it makes my soul
Renew.
:)

hello

err i will post something soon alright.hang in there till i ask ppl how to get tag board hahahhaaha

i cant stop!

i cant stop. cant stop loving you
dreaming , dreaming whats we do .
forgetting,the things we all went wrong

OK enough of the introduction.this is what i came out in the toilet.silky huh!
Today's the last day of my prelims,whoope do sighhhhhhhh.i forgot, still got O'S.how demoralising and knowing i have FRIENDS out there who miss or skipped O'S!.thanks arh! lols

So of course i can use the com, who can stop me now.i hate lunch now. Always porridge porridge porridge! i don't hate it but I'm sick of it! yucks.
and then if i give the face, my good old granny will nag.AH YI last time if we got food very good la, others so poor until they got nothing to eat. how i wish i can say 'oh like that , you can tell me who is he or she i will deliver the porridge and left over food to them!' but the next thing i know,I'm dead!Gosh

Got cell group later, and praise the lord my God its fellowshipping with those indos boys.fun !hope so .

well,i gotta accomplish 20 laps later.must,and i must ?OK i must.lols

Thanks to balpreeet I'm so gonna dye my hair.why must i be scare!like her David beckham picture! but less hard core.oh yeah cant wait
and thank God me and AMA and in good terms now and hallelujah she got her com back. well shes always my 1000 years friend.loves!


Thanks for the memories,even though they wont so...

ice skating fun!

Hallelujah! yesterday was fun fun fun! physic paper was do able thanks to Tobie, man.hes cool and good. talk about him ,I'm going Bali in 11 days!!

well planned to meet Alicia at 2.20. that lady came half an hour late. i knew i should have forward the time and came late . i even know she was late so i took all the way to boon lay then to Jurong east TWICE!!! lols.so retarded! .so i end up waiting for one hour as i came at 1.45pm afraid of being late.so good huh.lols

so Alicia came, we talk talk talk,a lot as usual ,what a funny girl, having to meet all the weird and funny people,happening girl huh! like nerds and staring old man. shes gotta be pretty that's why! well we went to sit in 3 restaurants and then decided to eat at long john which was at the beginning.silly huh.We decide top go into the ice ring dist, and alicia claiming she was a spoilt sport did not want to skate till dipna came, so much for being a tracker! lols

talking about Dipna and Bryan! they came one hour late! i waited for two hours! in total! ah!!! but never mind as long i started skating I'm happy.lols
we did a lot of retarded stuffs especially me with all the retarded skating moves, hahaha i wanted to blog about all those stuffs it will take eternity!
*thanks Dipna for that painful love mark!
and Alicia skated very well for a beginning even she refuse to take the metal thing which i really felt tempted to use it..lols
the day was more fun till we met guo pei, retarded gay boy.hahaha hes one determined athlete! i must say.

Alicia loves to sit down anytime she likes ,something usual for the day. took neo print which i guess made me most happy to relieve my childhood times.nice! even though there wasn't many pictures taken ,it ended well , i tear as as i think about it .silly rite..but it hard for me to tear at stuff but i did..thanks god!:)

Friends forever Alicia, Bryan, Dipna,Ruben

thanks for the memories,even though they won't so :)

fun fun fun soon for awhile

okok..i left two papers.lols.its fun fun alright.erm gonna go skating after prelims and rest thaat tired mind of my.good job mindy .lols

when shopping for toys for my fren bro..good hunt.search for good price got blackout and megatron!lols.seriously it rocks like shit

my sis got her new coloured hair..jealous.it looks so cool.im swear im gonna have it after os!i will .

wat can i blogged next.bryan is such a concerning friend.can imagine.but yeah!too pro.
ok gonna ice skate means i gtta go ice skate..lols..i blogging rubbish.
i love all my friends and friends

Something to ponder u guys about,when u doubt alittle on something you doubt it all, if u hope alittle on something ,theres till hope on it,
get the picture.james 1v6.dont dount,for those who doubt are like ashes cast in the winds.
cause if you doubt yourself,youre giving no room for success or hope.
glad it helped

thansk for the memories even though they werent so...

well , if u take somethings less hard on yourself..everything is gonna be alright
hello people.. ..haha(i make songs like im force to do it)..nah.. i love to blog actually.for the past few weeks i was really struggling with some stuffs.like friends, the come and go people..just take a moment and think..actually, its the choices you make that determine your life, the gift that God gave us that made us higher than the angels.its the thing is called 'choices'.
You're walking on a straight road and at times you don't know where to walk when you re in the crossroads.Do we need a guider.oh YES we DO!.But who? Who in this world can be the perfect guider!..is it your Best friend,mum or dad?...a wise old man. oh come on!...they too are not prefect too. how do they know which is the real path that takes you toyourdestiny...Of who you are in life.that the ultimate purpose YOU are called to this earth .
I'm sure you...yeah! you ..the reader!..want to know what is you re purpose in life . You cant say no , unless you really want to walk around in circles all the way till your very last minute.and when u have your last breath, u still don't know why are u here for?.. hahah ..have a though to ponder.. Remember reader. u are special.in a way to others. trust me. i was at your stage till God brought me up so i can stand up strong to face others.
God loves your so much that he gave everyone grace!everyone!.so we can excel, even we do not know him before . because u are his creation , why wont he let u experience the good things he gave you..
before i go ,thing about it, and when you realise.You can smile and say...I know who i am , i know where I'm heading.comment!.thanks

Thanks for the memories,even though they wont so.....

tsk tsk

Jeremiah 29v11-13

oh man, I'm suck a lousy blogger. my post are so far apart,but oh well.
whoopee my sister got a bf ,happy and yet sad.oh wth .i give her my blessing lols.

past few days was intense boring.studying and more studying. screwed chemistry .its bad! lols

Alicia is a zoo fanatic, oh well now we re gonna try working in the zoo together,the pay is good.hope we don't clean poo poo.lol x)
when it comes to fun ,distance wont be a problem,i will get a gameboyto play.yeah!

its fun after all, meet alot of retarded ppl, and speaking of retarded,today dip and Bryan aren't online.hmmmm i wonder! wander
cant wait for Alicia ,bry ,dip and me to go ice skate.hope i cant still show my magic.

love u god love u ppl.
THANKS for the memories,even though they wont so great!

Good morning revival

Good morning me=). well its a miracle that i can use the com now to blog.Shocked? me too. lols .woke up at 12 slept at 4am talking to kelly, tiring but worth it.(smiles)

oh man , what could be better ,waking up and first thing you hear is screams from mum to the maid and my brothers. its ultimate irritating..when the 3th bro and 4th bro fights, first they laugh then comes to violence.what to do?Brothers huh.

i wanna watch rat ta toiee man.who shall i ask,sigh kelly is busy and shy .(wish u all the best on thursday my dear sister).wello we will meet soon.
talk about meeting people.
i have loads of people on my list that i have to catch up and meet.wow now then i realize!!!

i have to pray always , thats the only thing i gotta do first then i can carry anything .Good morning Revival. heres a toast to you guys.

Thanks for the memories peeps.Even though some wont so great.

hello,im finally back

Grumbles!!,I'm finally back blogging. how hard can it be rite! it will be if your parents always take the keyboard and mouse away!..irritating huh.
ok, todays is quite a boring day,stuff at home because its raining, sms alicia ,lols wat a bumper ,she gotta go back to school for chinese B!!! hahhaha.and shes calls me a donkey.whats with it! ..and how would she know my schools stuff!X). shes scary and evil (not really but a pinch of it). oh well shes always happy banging me!
Going Malaysia tomorrow, to do a little shopping , bringing my cousin along!
So its gonna be fun i guess.X)

i met a new friend or shall i say sister.shes totally hot and pretty.lols isnt it the same. shes kelly btw and sometimes she does kills .
hope she does nt read my blog.lols.the next thing she will do is ,she will ring me!

i owe dipna two bubble tea and we never get to me.not never but we re busy people. Cant believe she save my life twices, hahaha,actaully save me from falling, people from ang mo kio just cant walk properly..lols
lols,HI DIPNA! in case!

im going off now but i wont say my stories are stale.lols
till then,=)

What does a particular song reminds you of?

Well readers, im back writing or blogging.hey! Wait a minute. Does anyone ever read my blog.hahaha? Good stuffs never seem to be read bad stuffs .do i have to continue about it? Bad news spreads like wild fire just like a spark that lit the (cooking)gas. almost had my kitchen blown! .. But it was fun though...
Ok just realized I was writing way off .as I was saying does a particular song reminds you of something? For example the song 'too close for comfort' reminds me of the times I was in bandung enjoying my holidays and at the same time missing the ones i love. Like wye Lin use to be my favorite talking at night buddy! Talking to her was such a ku ku malu but fun. Now went I slow down on some stuff and stop talking to her. When I return to church after continuous national competitons. Wonder anyone thinks? Huh Ruben haven been coming.did he backslided? Well to tell u the truth I have thoughts of that due to my tiredness and people constantly keep blabbering $#%$^$^#%^#%&. Feel much better! But over my dead body I will slide far from God. I mean hello! . Jesus change me from the inside out, bless me fianiacally, my talents, gifts.my dream. I can’t say I give up. It’s not fair. Thank God i always have the maturity to think that way and not to lose so easily. Oh my God sidetrack again
Too close for comfort has these feeling.like sad but a great tune.a song to really heal a sad heart.hahahah.just like that time, when i first met C .oh shes bring back good memories. What a blessing huh!.But like everything has its ups and down.ya i was sad, but thank God sent friends like angel to scope and whope the problem. But then even the problem has been resolve and im a happier man ..There’s always a lesson to be learnt although I don’t quite really know but anyway! It brings back sweet memories just by one song!
Another example the song shine like stars reminds me of the happening days when I was in the chc youth band! Wow what a daybook u guys might be thinking what the hell is that song
Ok like room on the third floor.. Reminds how old typical me.so bid headed sometimes and that song reminds me to keep back to reality! like gotta get my feet back on the ground.
i Got loads of songs which have a special meaning to it..mine meanings not yours!..everyones different! Go think im sure u have it ..hahaha.
I have recently written a new song; ok ok it’s not complete but this time im opened and welcomes ppl to help me in this fundamental project. Well thanks to Jessica cheah k.p (my sweet Malaysian girl)!!! Hashanah.
Came out with this chorus...
When it’s Good or its bad
You put a song right through your head
It brings a smile, for awhile and
Add colors to your day
There’s a lesson to be found
every time when ur down
let the song run through your head
All OVER again!=)
ta ta ta!ahahhah
Well that’s all for now. I will be back ... ahahha chows